Life...

It never amazes me the way the Lord refines us. As I went throughout the day thinking about my sweet boy, I felt peace. Rob, Amelia and I went to his grave to wish a happy birthday. This is my way to keep him fresh in my mind and in the minds of our little family. Don't get me wrong, I don't think he is ever really far from our thoughts. I got through the day feeling quite well. Then, my mother called at 10:30 pm. What mother does that? Something was wrong. My sweet cousin, Julie, was killed today. She was crossing a train track where there are no booms or lights and she was hit by a train. I am in shock. I know that this is part of life...death. It's part of the plan. It sucks and it hurts, but how it brings up so many pains. My heart aches for my own loss of a gorgeous cousin who I love. But it aches for my aunt as she deals with the loss of her little girl. They don't have the knowledge of the plan as I do and I can only pray for them. Please keep her family in your prayers. Until we meet again my sweet cousin. I love you.